It’ll always get to you🥀

I gave you my everything 

But you left me with nothing. 

I stopped laughing

Stopped giggling,

Stopped smiling

At those silly things

Which used to make others smile

Now, all I do 

Is drink and smoke

Wondering what 

Destroyed us. 

Don’t come back to me

Because I won’t have 

The courage to take you back. 

To get my heart broken again

Because I know 

I won’t be able to say no to you. 

I know I’ll regret it

I know I’ll melt once again 

But that’s what love is made of 

Friendships and care and heartbreaks

At the end

I’ll love you 

Even though you left me

Left me to burn and rot within

As that’s what love does to you

It burns you 

And leaves you 

Like a paper is burnt

To meaningless ashes

I will love you

Always and forever

As love follows you everywhere. 

No matter what you do

It’ll always get to you

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The Shore of hope🖤

I am sailing in an ocean

I don’t know which it is

Certainly not the ocean of love or affection

Maybe of loneliness?

Maybe of loathing?

I don’t know if I can see the shore

I certainly can’t see another boat

Oh it is raining from above 

But tears not water

Sadness not joy 

Frowns not laughter 

I think I’m gonna drown.

I think my ship is gonna sink

It has now been here for days

I know it will go down some day. 

I don’t know how much more time

I can look for the shore

The shore of happiness and hope